This is some of my major studio.

More to come, hopefully.

oops

I really need to post more...

...that requires time...

...anyone have some spares?

This is my studio.

Here are a few works, which are currently done but in progress to you (as shown)

... i need to take more photos...

...time...

so after kicking and screaming I've decided to post some newer artworks- nothing fancy, this was done for a series drawing this semester... I'm doing animals, particularly canines for now because I happen to enjoy them. So here's a wolf- I've attempted a 'portrait' but in my own 'style' if there is such a thing... anyways, after hearing alot of rants about Robert Bateman-esque animals I got a little pissy- Bateman is phenomenal at what he does- so fuck you all. I am no Bateman, and who cares if he paints things which others deem as 'kitsch'? everything is fucking kitsch- its all been done before- stop assuming because you are an artist you are anything more than a tradesman selling your skill for money or ego. Just because it isn't avant garde, does not make it unfit for a gallery- people like you make art into what it is- a self perpetuating stink hole of crummy ideals and stuffy bourgeoisies. bah!

To begin

well here we are- reading this post...

what is new? not much- I've just finished my last art history exam in critical theory through post structuralism and discourse analysis... not to mention that damned essay on marxism... oh, how I love spending my wee hours of perfectly good sleeping time typing up these essays... well, I'd be a fool to say I didn't enjoy it, but hey- what can one do?

The break will include many nights playing some much needed playstation 2 games I've started last christmas and have yet to finish (FF- yes, iIm talking about you mostly) and reading the 'Judgement of Paris' while working... thankfully not much else is going on, all of my family memebers are going out of town for the holidays so at least I will get something accomplished- in which I refer to nothing- ah, sweet nothing... that hasn't happened in awhile.

If you are asking if I'm still mad about certain things- I am... I will never be fully content with the situation... but hell, this is life- fucking deal with it right? and so I go- day by day, walking and talking through the motions until I have that sudden 'realization' of what to do next- or if I'm lucky, I'll already be doing the next step without actually realizing it- those are particularly my favourite types of moments- the ones you didn't even realize you were having.

I feel guilty for not being 100% there this year- I seem to have obtained a pessimistic view of things lately, but alas this is not the problem... I have no time to think or feel, but frankly- that is how I get my work done. I need to be immersed in anything I chose to do in order to get it finished- or else I will just half ass my way through it. I blame ADD- or whatever it actually is... who knows? maybe I'm just fucked- haven't really thought about it... nor should I- at least things are being accomplished... I think...

would really like to start doing something creative soon- alot of my work feels like simple pieces being done to please others... if I had time, maybe I could spend it doing something meaningful, but then again- I may just play video games or sit on my ass... who knows?


one way to find out I guess... now with all of this 'time' on my hands? what am I doing?